cathy. 22. miami.

avotresante:

All it takes is a little bit of perspective. When you’re doubting your relationship, or your friend with benefits, or your more than friends, or whatever the fuck it is, all you need is perspective.

I thought boys hitting on me would make me feel better about being wanted and appreciated but in actuality all it did was make me think of you. And how no drunk flirt in the world compares to you.

And how every “bad” moment with you is 8 million times better than any “good” moment I have with anybody else.

Nothing is certain, nothing is for sure. But for now, at this moment in time, where I am mentally and emotionally, all I want and need is you.

Everybody thinks that getting a boyfriend or a girlfriend means having a combined happiness of two people but more often than not it’s the combined problems of two people. You are ready for a relationship if you’re sure you can handle your problems plus someone else’s. And I’m not entirely sure I can handle it. But I want to, and I think that’s close enough.

I refuse to stop trying.