My most recent ex boyfriend looks like a straight up skinhead now. I have no idea what I was thinking sticking around with his jobless, carless, dirty ass for longer than a month. I must have been in a phase in my life where STDS seemed appealing or something.
It’s interesting how when you’re with someone you’re completely crazy about, you only have eyes for them. All of their flaws are nonexistent and they’re the most perfect person for a period in time. After you break up, all of the flaws you chose to block out begin to surface and you wonder if you were on drugs.
The relationship has been over for much longer than it even lasted but from time to time he still comes to mind. Mostly because now I have the most wonderful soul mate who I know is going to last a lifetime. It really makes me realize how much I lowered my standards in a second of desperation fighting to find true love.
"Don’t attach yourself to anyone who shows you the least bit of attention just because you’re lonely."